Body image

I have been struggling a lot with body image the past month. Because I can’t go to practice I decided a couple weeks ago I would go running a few times a week. It was great, until I got really bad back pain. I have chronic back pain so I am used to having back pain but it got worse. I couldn’t do any running or workouts.

A few weeks ago, I weighted myself and I gained 7,5 pound/ 3,5 kilo from the last time I weighted myself. I decided I would cut out any candy. I did cardio exercise and ab workouts. I thought it would make me feel better.

But it didn’t. I was constantly busy with all the calories I was eating. With everything I ate, I thought these nuts are 100 calories, this is chocolate 250 calories.

I continued to exercise and eat less when my back pain was doing better.

But then, my back pain got worse (again).

Right now, I start to realize that I need to love my body by other ways than exercising. I know that shaving my legs, a nice bath and a face mask are helping me to love my body. But I am still figuring out how to love my body.

How do you deal with body image? What do you do to live your body?

2 thoughts on “Body image

  1. Why are your posts so prefect and freaking relatable?!😂
    I’m sorry that you’ve been dealing with body image issues. I’m dealing with the same thing and it hard. I love how you put other ways to love or focus on your body, like shaving and so forth. I feel like I’m too focused on the number on the scale but, I’m trying to change that.
    Thanks for sharing, means a lot 💕❤️

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  2. I love how realistic your posts are😘. I’m also dealing with the same issue, I find myself always judging my beauty on how thin I am but the truth is in a world where one is judged for being too thin or too big there is nothing we can do but give ourselves so much love him❤️. Thanks for sharing hun.

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