It has been a month since my last post. And that’s because a lot has happened.

As you may now, this school year I am taking a gap year. My main goal is to work on myself. Find out who I truly am, feel confident. This year is MY year.

I am working my butt off to accomplish my goals. I work 5 times a week. Have basketball 4 times a week. Physical therapy 2 times a week and drivers lessons 2 times a week. I have a really busy schedule.

Earlier this month my chronic backpack took its toll on me. The pain was so bad I had to lay down in bed for a week. This has never happened before. I now got an intensive program from my physical therapist where I have to do certain exercises every hour.

Two weeks ago I heard some bad news. I train and coach kids together with a dad. He is kinda like my second dad. And his daughter is like my little sister. His dad/ her grandfather was diagnosed with cancer. It spread from his longs to his brain. There is nothing he can do anymore.

Then this week I got an shocking message. One of my former classmates has committed suicide. I am truly shocked and touched by this new. I didn’t speak him that much but I had classes with him for 3 years. He was such a nice, smart kid and always made me laugh. I still can’t get my head around it.

I decided to say goodbye to my blog for now. I hope to continue in the future. For right now, I will take time for myself. I am very grateful for my family and friend who are pulling me trough this hard time.

Lots of love, Bella

13th October: I will now be logged out.